Every year WCAC has a coffeehouse
think we can do this song this year?
i would love to do this song w/ ppl from the fellowship
well this one:
and this song ;0
i think it would be a great of combo ;D
it would require a bit of practice
or something else by DC Talk ;D
i think we could have fun with it and make it good !!
a more serious one?
what do you think?
^________^
September 14, 2009
May 11, 2009
no more tears
i've got no tears left =)
it means i'm back to normal...
in Micah 2
why are Korean idols so pretty?
not necessarily hot
just.... pretty..
some of them are pretty than me >____<;;
awkward.
maybe i should sleep now
it means i'm back to normal...
in Micah 2
- In verses 3-5 has this already happened? is it something specific to the people of the time, or is this something God plans for everyone?
- We know in verses 6-9 the people are whack; both the false prophets who claim that Micah's prophecies aren't true; and the people (God's people?) are starting to do messed up stuff too
- in v. 10 - the people are told not to rest there; but why? is it their defilement which God commands them to leave from? have the grounds become too surrounded for good to have a chance to thrive? what about the fact that they aren't nomads anymore? aren't they settled and in cities? is God telling him people to find new land? are they in the promise land?
- in v. 11 when it says "he would be just the prophet for this people" - does that mean a) he will just as in only be the prophet for these people (ie: not a prophet for God) since he says what the people wants instead of what God wants him to say?, or b) more so in the sense of "just the prophet" as in "just what they need" -- a false prophet for false peoples.. ?
- and finally - in v. 13 -- is it God? is it another king? at this time the two halves of people have split, right? so the next big king should be Jesus... or is this one of those dual verses - both present day and future application?
why are Korean idols so pretty?
not necessarily hot
just.... pretty..
some of them are pretty than me >____<;;
awkward.
maybe i should sleep now
before i forget... here are these thoughts.. take them my moment in time
i'm getting this down on "paper"...
at least typing is faster than writing...
where did it go wrong?
where did i go wrong?
did i go wrong?
I don't remember being that much different a kid than others
kinda shy
kinda quiet
good kid
sure i had a bit of a temper
but i think i was pretty loyal
i think i got along well with others
wanted to do the right thing
head in the clouds at times
daydreamer
i didn't do well at sports
but i wasn't a bad person
maybe i didn't hang out enough with people outside of school?
maybe that's it.
i wish that
those friends who are great friends
who you can chat and converse with
like no time has passed
when even months have passed
were more common
i know people might say that would make them less valuable
but i disagree
wouldn't it be great if we all just got along?
that our differences wouldn't irritate us, that our non-similar interests wouldn't bore us?
is that what heaven will be like?
God?
in heaven, will i have friends?
i'm so lonely.
people let people down
i'm sure i've done it
and every time
i feel like i just need to 'go it alone'
i mean
i should be able to right?
all you need is Jesus
then
why do i get moments like these?
i don't think it will get better
if anything
it will only get worse.
community is such a hard thing to duplicate
without structure
i feel like in a job or something
at least
you have people you see regularly
and can build up on learning about one another
i just need to make it to that next milestone.
i know i can't really make it alone
i'm just holding down as long as i can
until i break down
then pick up
and repeat.
if there were only an infinite amount of time
to talk and share
wouldn't that be great?
it seems to me
like i'm always trying to ask others how their doing
and i just want to be able to sit down
and tell someone how i'm doing
but
because i'm in this state
my recollection might be a bit clouded, so maybe i'm a horrible person
who never thinks about others
anything is possible.
i really wanted
to share my worries about job hunting
i wanted to get someone to hear me out about my concerns about living in different cities
to work through the questions and meanings in Micah
i already spend enough time with myself
i really wanted to spend some time with someone else.
i was trying really hard today
this morning i was exhausted
took a nap in the car
spend the afternoon by myself
i've been trying hard to not say anything bad
my boyfriend is scared of me.
and i tried really hard to listen to what he was saying
i wanted to share; but i wanted to put his concerns above my own...
i still fail.
it's not fair.
but life isn't fair.
it is, just what it is.
somewhere along the road, i must have made a choice
this is the result
there are so many great scenes from anime and manga and movies i could reference...
but i already know them all in my head.
i'm lonely.
but at this moment
i'm back to as normal as normal gets
and i'll push forward and be okay.
right God?
i believe it. i believe in You in me.
********************************************************
TRUST Co. :: Downfall
Song / Music Vid on Youtube
Fear in me so deep it gets the best of me,
In the fear I fall, here it comes face to face with me,
Here I stand hold back so no one can see,
I feel these wounds, step down, step down,
step down.
(am I) Breaking Down
Can I break away
Push me away, make me fall,
Just to see, another side of me,
Push me away, you can see,
what I see, the other side of me.
Fall back on me, and I’ll be the strength I need,
to save me now, just come face to face with me,
stay in place you'll be the first to see, me heal these wounds,
step down, step down, step down, down
I’m not breaking, down
can I break away
push me away, make me fall,
just to see another side of me,
push me away, you can see,
what I see, the other side of me
Go!
Fall, can I break away
push me away, make me fall,
just to see another side of me,
push me away, you can see,
what I see, the other side of me
No one can see anything on the other side of me
I walk, I crawl, loosing everything and waiting for the downfall
No one can see everything on the other side of me
I walk, I crawl loosing everything on the downfall.
Downfall, Fall.
at least typing is faster than writing...
where did it go wrong?
where did i go wrong?
did i go wrong?
I don't remember being that much different a kid than others
kinda shy
kinda quiet
good kid
sure i had a bit of a temper
but i think i was pretty loyal
i think i got along well with others
wanted to do the right thing
head in the clouds at times
daydreamer
i didn't do well at sports
but i wasn't a bad person
maybe i didn't hang out enough with people outside of school?
maybe that's it.
i wish that
those friends who are great friends
who you can chat and converse with
like no time has passed
when even months have passed
were more common
i know people might say that would make them less valuable
but i disagree
wouldn't it be great if we all just got along?
that our differences wouldn't irritate us, that our non-similar interests wouldn't bore us?
is that what heaven will be like?
God?
in heaven, will i have friends?
i'm so lonely.
people let people down
i'm sure i've done it
and every time
i feel like i just need to 'go it alone'
i mean
i should be able to right?
all you need is Jesus
then
why do i get moments like these?
i don't think it will get better
if anything
it will only get worse.
community is such a hard thing to duplicate
without structure
i feel like in a job or something
at least
you have people you see regularly
and can build up on learning about one another
i just need to make it to that next milestone.
i know i can't really make it alone
i'm just holding down as long as i can
until i break down
then pick up
and repeat.
if there were only an infinite amount of time
to talk and share
wouldn't that be great?
it seems to me
like i'm always trying to ask others how their doing
and i just want to be able to sit down
and tell someone how i'm doing
but
because i'm in this state
my recollection might be a bit clouded, so maybe i'm a horrible person
who never thinks about others
anything is possible.
i really wanted
to share my worries about job hunting
i wanted to get someone to hear me out about my concerns about living in different cities
to work through the questions and meanings in Micah
i already spend enough time with myself
i really wanted to spend some time with someone else.
i was trying really hard today
this morning i was exhausted
took a nap in the car
spend the afternoon by myself
i've been trying hard to not say anything bad
my boyfriend is scared of me.
and i tried really hard to listen to what he was saying
i wanted to share; but i wanted to put his concerns above my own...
i still fail.
it's not fair.
but life isn't fair.
it is, just what it is.
somewhere along the road, i must have made a choice
this is the result
there are so many great scenes from anime and manga and movies i could reference...
but i already know them all in my head.
i'm lonely.
but at this moment
i'm back to as normal as normal gets
and i'll push forward and be okay.
right God?
i believe it. i believe in You in me.
********************************************************
TRUST Co. :: Downfall
Song / Music Vid on Youtube
Fear in me so deep it gets the best of me,
In the fear I fall, here it comes face to face with me,
Here I stand hold back so no one can see,
I feel these wounds, step down, step down,
step down.
(am I) Breaking Down
Can I break away
Push me away, make me fall,
Just to see, another side of me,
Push me away, you can see,
what I see, the other side of me.
Fall back on me, and I’ll be the strength I need,
to save me now, just come face to face with me,
stay in place you'll be the first to see, me heal these wounds,
step down, step down, step down, down
I’m not breaking, down
can I break away
push me away, make me fall,
just to see another side of me,
push me away, you can see,
what I see, the other side of me
Go!
Fall, can I break away
push me away, make me fall,
just to see another side of me,
push me away, you can see,
what I see, the other side of me
No one can see anything on the other side of me
I walk, I crawl, loosing everything and waiting for the downfall
No one can see everything on the other side of me
I walk, I crawl loosing everything on the downfall.
Downfall, Fall.
April 16, 2009
i think i lost the remote...
in the fridge?
in the couch cushions?
i even checked the oven...
it's been a while now
that the channels have been changing...
and i don't know what i'm watching anymore
how long has it been
since the monitors would blip
and i would fade
while the images passed before my eyes
do i twitch instinctively
as if i had any control remaining?
to go back to the old familiar shows...
but what is this?
do mine eyes deceive?
or does it start with the familiar
and trickle in the dangerous and lost
and lull me back in
before my apprehension breaks.
oh
won't you be the universal remote.?
please excuse me.
i will be right back after these messages.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mFlSYezzxU4
in the couch cushions?
i even checked the oven...
it's been a while now
that the channels have been changing...
and i don't know what i'm watching anymore
how long has it been
since the monitors would blip
and i would fade
while the images passed before my eyes
do i twitch instinctively
as if i had any control remaining?
to go back to the old familiar shows...
but what is this?
do mine eyes deceive?
or does it start with the familiar
and trickle in the dangerous and lost
and lull me back in
before my apprehension breaks.
oh
won't you be the universal remote.?
please excuse me.
i will be right back after these messages.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mFlSYezzxU4
"Rock With U"
(I want to rock with you)
I want to rock with you
Just once
(I want to rock with you)
Come on
Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [3x]
(I want to rock with you)
Strobe lights
Make everything sexy yeah
(Sexy, yeah)
Shadows dancing on the wall
I wanna rock with you
Let's converse
Talk with your body
Don't say anything at all
(I want to rock with you)
Rock with you
Wanna rock with you
(I want to rock with you)
Wanna rock with you
Wanna rock with you
(I want to rock with you)
Wanna rock with you
Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [4x]
Strobe lights
Make everything sexy yeah
Shadows dancing on the wall
(Do you see me?)
I wanna rock with you
Let's converse
Talk with your body
Don't say anything at all
(I want to rock with you)
Shhh
I want to rock with you
Rock with you
Wanna rock with you
(I want to rock with you)
Wanna rock with you
Wanna rock with you
(I want to rock with you)
Rock with you
Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [5x]
(Wanna rock with you) [5x]
Rock with you
Wanna rock with you
Wanna rock with you
I want to rock with you
Wanna rock with you
Strobe lights
Make everything sexy yeah
(So sexy)
Shadows dancing on the wall
Our bodies as one
Ooooh
I wanna rock with you
Let's converse
Talk with your body
Don't say anything at all
I want to rock with you
(I want to rock with you)
I want to rock with you
Just once
(I want to rock with you)
Come on
Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [3x]
(I want to rock with you)
Strobe lights
Make everything sexy yeah
(Sexy, yeah)
Shadows dancing on the wall
I wanna rock with you
Let's converse
Talk with your body
Don't say anything at all
(I want to rock with you)
Rock with you
Wanna rock with you
(I want to rock with you)
Wanna rock with you
Wanna rock with you
(I want to rock with you)
Wanna rock with you
Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [4x]
Strobe lights
Make everything sexy yeah
Shadows dancing on the wall
(Do you see me?)
I wanna rock with you
Let's converse
Talk with your body
Don't say anything at all
(I want to rock with you)
Shhh
I want to rock with you
Rock with you
Wanna rock with you
(I want to rock with you)
Wanna rock with you
Wanna rock with you
(I want to rock with you)
Rock with you
Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [5x]
(Wanna rock with you) [5x]
Rock with you
Wanna rock with you
Wanna rock with you
I want to rock with you
Wanna rock with you
Strobe lights
Make everything sexy yeah
(So sexy)
Shadows dancing on the wall
Our bodies as one
Ooooh
I wanna rock with you
Let's converse
Talk with your body
Don't say anything at all
I want to rock with you
April 15, 2009
Dear Abby...
Oh Dear Abby,
what shall I say then? where have I gone?
there is so much which doesn't make sense in this world - how do you understand it all?
I think I hurt someone Abby
hurt someone real bad
and I'm afraid they won't get better
no that they won't get better
what do i do?
i think i take the meds for granted
the new healing arts
the new healing hearts
i expect for it all to work out Abby
what if they don't get up?
what will i do then?
did i ever tell you Abby?
tell you that i used to think i was nothing but broke
nobody'd want someone like me
renewed and yet nothing left worth giving
but then i was given a second chance, Abby
i'm just no good with breakable things.
what to do Abby?
i'm too selfish Abby,
just can't help but forgetting when the gettin's good
dammit Abby
i'm losing out
i'm still good for nothing Abby
still losing out
still down and out
seems i haven't learned like i thought i'd been taught
- down and out
what shall I say then? where have I gone?
there is so much which doesn't make sense in this world - how do you understand it all?
I think I hurt someone Abby
hurt someone real bad
and I'm afraid they won't get better
no that they won't get better
what do i do?
i think i take the meds for granted
the new healing arts
the new healing hearts
i expect for it all to work out Abby
what if they don't get up?
what will i do then?
did i ever tell you Abby?
tell you that i used to think i was nothing but broke
nobody'd want someone like me
renewed and yet nothing left worth giving
but then i was given a second chance, Abby
i'm just no good with breakable things.
what to do Abby?
i'm too selfish Abby,
just can't help but forgetting when the gettin's good
dammit Abby
i'm losing out
i'm still good for nothing Abby
still losing out
still down and out
seems i haven't learned like i thought i'd been taught
- down and out
Dear down and out,
seems like you could use an operation
i say gouge out your heart
or a sterilization
of all the bad bits in you
my instinct says to lock you up
can't do not harm to anyone alone
like a tiger at the zoo
the killer instinct's too dangerous outside
don't want to hurt anyone else, do ya?
better act fast
this ain't no place for you.
don't they deserve better?
- Abby
Dear Truth,
you're right, as always.
i hate and love myself.
i'm doomed.
i don't know what to do.
i could use some help.
- down and out
seems like you could use an operation
i say gouge out your heart
or a sterilization
of all the bad bits in you
my instinct says to lock you up
can't do not harm to anyone alone
like a tiger at the zoo
the killer instinct's too dangerous outside
don't want to hurt anyone else, do ya?
better act fast
this ain't no place for you.
don't they deserve better?
- Abby
Dear column,
I think you're both lacking a realization
the truth demands love as its action
love without action is dead.
perhaps if your actions are lacking
it's an issue of source before substance
self and love are opposing
but in death throes, self won't go down sans fight
your issue may be more of relying
on God as the source of your strength
- Truth
I think you're both lacking a realization
the truth demands love as its action
love without action is dead.
perhaps if your actions are lacking
it's an issue of source before substance
self and love are opposing
but in death throes, self won't go down sans fight
your issue may be more of relying
on God as the source of your strength
- Truth
Dear Truth,
you're right, as always.
i hate and love myself.
i'm doomed.
i don't know what to do.
i could use some help.
- down and out
discipline.
- Abby
- Abby
pray.
- Truth
- Truth
February 25, 2009
Missing Waterloo Student -- Found!
[UPDATE]: Hi All
He has been found!
thank you for all your looking out/word spreading/ prayers!
God bless!
********************
http://news.therecord.com/News/BreakingNews/article/493368
This is a friend of mine over at Waterloo University
He has been missing since Saturday Feb 21st
If you know anyone in Waterloo, please spread the word - his family is looking for him, and it's not like him to just disappear.
Prayers are also definitely welcome.
Thanks all.
He has been found!
thank you for all your looking out/word spreading/ prayers!
God bless!
********************
http://news.therecord.com/News/BreakingNews/article/493368
This is a friend of mine over at Waterloo University
He has been missing since Saturday Feb 21st
If you know anyone in Waterloo, please spread the word - his family is looking for him, and it's not like him to just disappear.
Prayers are also definitely welcome.
Thanks all.
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